Bad news from the Dr.

I went to the Dr. today… it was such a beautiful, sunny and warm day… I took the train with my husband; we walked in Montr�al and everything seemed to be perfect. Then I cried… the Dr. gave me not good news and I got scared and I cried; this is the first time I cry in front of a Dr. Not even with my psychiatrist during my worst depressions!

In 1999 I was diagnosed with Hyperprolactinemia, a disorder caused my Hypothyroidism that basically consists in very high levels of Prolactine in my blood. But that is not all… I have a tumor on my Pituitary gland and it has grown so much that the Dr. was kind of worried and even sent me for a test to the Ophtalmologist because this tumor seems to be putting some pressure in the sorrounding tissues, including some optical fibers and that means my visual field might be a little impaired. Sounds bad, eh?

The tumor is suppossed to be a benign thing, but sure it’s scary and because of its size the Dr. even mentioned surgery! I will go for another Magnetic Resonance and I hope medication will be enough… I’m scared, really scared… and now I feel guilty because I know I should’ve done something before and I didn’t…

My blog, commented!

My blog has been commented!. Thanks Kristine!!

I really like the big bright colors at bluetterfly – the blog :-) Beatriz has been on my read list for a week or two now, and has already had 3 designs that I’ve liked LOL! :-) I don’t change quite so frequently, but it sure is fun to see my friends who do! :-)

Oh no! Not again! ;-)

Did I change the layout again?? Yes, I did! and I’m finally happy with it… I don’t think I’m going to change it more for a looooooong time. This is just exactly what I wanted and thanks to Steph who came to visit, put nice comments in my guestbook (I changed it, tho… Bravenet sucks!) and shared her cool site with her beautiful artwork. I hope she doesn’t mind I’m using it here… I just love it!

And it seems it’s insomnia night again… Went to sleep at 9:30 p.m. and woke up at midnight… what else to do? come here and amuse myself playing on the web :)

Sick kid at home :-(

Quote of the moment:
We all can’t be heroes. Somebody has to sit on the sides and clap as they go by. (LOL!)

Hubby’s sick… poor little thing. Too many weird bugs in the air lately and especially at the office where the air system seems to be contaminated; how scary is that? We really should do something about it quickly. Other than that… I’m just here working and wanting to make some drastical decisions about somethings, but that I won’t tell you! :P

Taking care of business

Ugh! Insomnia again… it’s 4:08 a.m., at least I slept for a while, but I hate it when turning on the bed. So I came here and got productive with the current sites I’m building. Not that I’m a professional or something, but I got the chance :) And now I’m in charge of two domains… how important is that? LOL. We got one for the Cathedrale Catholique de Montr�al and it’s working fine… even the e-mail… my own e-mail is not setup yet :P (it’s not my fault, though).

I’ve been thinking… I have an NT account and I would like to know if it’s good or if I should get a UNIX account instead; I have both options, but it’s all about getting well informed of how they work, so if anyone reads this… help me!