Taking a break from work… after all it’s almost lunch time and I’ve been working non-stop since 6:30. I usually love my work, but not when I have to file loads of invoices; anyways, it’s so good to have a job, isn’t it? I just wish I were feeling a little better today… mean physically, because emotionally I’m just fine!

Last night I got to talk to two old friends (Mayi and Kike) whom I grew up with and we got nostalgic… LOL! The funny thing is that I showed them my entry for Expressions Ring of april 2001 and Kike said “No no… I can’t read that now, I will end up crying and I have a party later”… ha ha ha! We used to be the best friends when we were like 14 years old and then Mayi and he fell in love… he heeee!! That is one of the nicest love stories I know. They may be apart now and with different lives, but they will always remember each other That is for sure!

I’m so looking forward to go to Proflora 2001 in Cartagena… not only because I love the flower business, but because I will visit my loved country! Yay!

Just a little note before going to bed: A BIG THANK YOU to all the people who have posted, sent or made nice comments about my new blog layout (Amy, Jann, Crystal, Tara, Kathryn, Melissa… Did I miss anyone?? Please, tell me!). Kind words like yours is what make me want to learn more things and improve my web addiction And of course, your sites are an inspiration to me!

I’m this perfectionist person, you see… and well, with all this new layout thing nothing matches in my site so I might be taking it down for a while before the weekend so I can organize the guestbook, the archives and other things I want to add. Anyways, thanks again for all the good comments! Especially, thanks to Julie for her good wishes regarding my health.

I just watched a very interesting program in TLC (I love that channel!) about Craneo-Facial surgery and wow! some Drs. are really good; God bless them! There were three kinds of very complicated situations which were very succesful at the end. Of course I was covering my face every now and then because I don’t like blood and “booboos” very much, but again… wow! I can spend the whole day watching TLC; I especially love the daytime episodes and when there is a birth in “A Baby Story” I always cry… LOL!

On another note, today I found out that I’m Macy Gray… he he! Do you know what singer are you? [Via Jish]

I went to the Psychiatrist this morning, referred by a nurse. This Dr. was actually so nice that I was surprised (you don’t find very nice Drs. here in Canada… in my opinion). Of course, she didn’t tell me anything new; I know I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Panic Disorder… among other things (poor lil old me! he he). Anyways, for the first time I was offered a good thing: There is this study made by top psychiatrist here in Montreal to see the results of Cognitive Therapy Vs. Behavioural Therapy. It sounds really interesting and the Dr. made a long evaluation so they will call me by the end of the week and we’ll see…

After the appointment I went to have some breakfast at the clinic’s cafeteria and was very surprised when the waitress started to talk to me in Spanish! For sure, she noticed my awful accent when I speak French and decided to help me… LOL! On the table next to mine there was this weird woman, who looked so nervous and smoked a cigarrete after another… and finally she got into the conversation amazed by the new language spoken She was afraid she was disturbing me or something, but I said “No no no, pas de tout!”, so we just sat together, had breakfast and it was nice. Two total strangers, having some coffee and talking about life… It helped me for I was stressed. That is what my mom calls “Jesus Christ passing by”.

Taking the weekend off the internet was definitely worth it! I spent the weekend spoiling and being spoiled by my hubby; we went to the Laurentides on Saturday and had lunch at a nice restaurant… it was so romantic and even more, we were celebrating two years since we met! Yes, we got married very soon after that and we don’t regret it for a minute for we’re extremely happy together and I’m sure it will be like that forever! Yesterday we just stayed home and watched some movies we rented. I especially liked “Pay it Forward“, with such a great message and certainly a must see.

Today I feel kind of lonely for last week I was working almost everyday and I got to see Patrice 24/7 and then the nice weekend together… but today he’s workin and I have a day off (we work together) so I miss him terribly!!! I don’t know how many times I’ve called the office today just to hear his voice Thank God my friend is online, keeping me company and we’re laughing so much this morning, especially because I forgot that we had an appointment to have lunch with her sister and she was sorry because she’s not feeling well (*hugs*) and couldn’t make it. I just said “What? Today? LOL”. Well…

I’m oficially wearing slippers when at home even I love being barefoot so much. But what to do… Dr.’s recommendations for diabetic feet… it sucks! Good thing that the bad side effects of the medication have gone away and now I’m concentrating on my diet; however, I won’t put a weight journal like many people do… I don’t do this for figure or looks, just for health and I don’t pretend to make it public. I admire the people who are brave enough to talk about their weight online; me, I feel kind of ashamed (Yes, I’m that fat!). And of course… have to think about a way to exercise because I’m too shy to go to a gym