Another week begins and it seems it is gonna be a lovely one, full of summer, sun, kids playing and nice things to do. I can’t complain about my weekend either; we just stayed home, relaxed and spent a lot of time dreaming of the future, planning the colors for the walls in our apartment and talking about the possibility of selling and buying a house so I can have my dog and my garden… and hopefully, my children.

It is funny, but I really don’t have much to say today… or maybe I do, but I don’t know how. Later, I will go for an appointment with the Psychiatrist so I can start the therapy for my Anxiety Disorder, which has gotten a little worse now with all this Diabetes / Prolactinoma thing going. At least I already got the letter from the Hospital and I will be going for my MRI soon. Sometimes I think how difficult it must be for my husband to take care of someone with so many health problems, but at the same time I thank God because Patrice is nothing but the kindest person, always willing to do whatever it takes for me to be well.

Yesterday, for example, for I’m suppossed to exercise often, he took me near the river here in Laval, and we walked like for an hour, looking at the sunset and still dreaming with the houses around. I felt really happy and I told Patrice that if I wasn’t sick my life would be totally perfect and that such thing doesn’t exist (a totally perfect life) because I was with him here, in this magnificent country. Yes, I have to say “Thanks God!”.

Notice: I will be changing webhosts this week and I really don’t know how it works so if my site is down, you know why.

Gosh! I’ve hardly had time to go online in the last two days with so much work! But I feel good when working for it keeps my mind busy and it makes me feel active and alive. I just wish I would have more time to spend with a dear friend who is going through a very hard moment… Hang in there, dear! You have told me that life doesn’t put us through situations we can’t deal with. My thoughts and prayers are with you and you know it. I might not be able to do a lot for you (in fact, you’re the one who does lots of things for me) but my friendship is unconditional and my heart is open always. God bless you! (Hope I will be able to see you later today).

Today, I’m the living proof of God’s kindness and the way He wipes our tears with wonderful moments. After the sad moment I had the night before yesterday and having a terrible morning yesterday, my life was filled with laughter, love and fun. Not only because I was reassured and my trust is back, but because I happen to have beautiful people around me who take the time to listen to me even if inside their hearts they are suffering too.

Today is such a pretty day, all sunny and fresh… makes me want running on the streets to tell everyone that I’m feeling better. And on top of that I just got this parcel from Colombia… my mom, my beautiful loving mom, sent me some gifts, one of them made by her blessed hands and a letter written by the poet she has inside. She even put her perfume on it, so when I opened I just cried of joy and said “Thanks God for my mother and her faith”. I’m truly overwhelmed today… by people’s kindness and the beauty of life even when things don’t seem to be going so good.

I wish everyone a day… so wonderful, so pure, so nice… like the one I’m having today!