Everyone seems to be talking about “The Passion of the Christ“. My mother in law told us she wants to go and see it this weekend, and Patrice also said he wants to go. Me? I don’t know… When I was in school (I studied with nuns) they made us watch Jesus movies the whole week before the Holy Week and I always had this horrible feeling at the end when Jesus was crucified and he died… I went home crying. Call me stupid or a sissy, but I don’t think I have the stomach this time, and it seems Mel Gibson’s movie is quite graphic, just like “Braveheart” where I turned my head every time there was a battle coming.
“The Passion” has generated quite some controversy, it has been called a blood libel among many other things. I don’t really care for the morals or what people think and I think the whole issue is quite stupid because you just can’t deny history whether people like or not. What I care about is the how I would feel if I saw all those scenes because it would remind me that it REALLY happened like that and I can’t stand seeing human suffering… just the flogging part lasts 12 minutes, or so I heard!. A long time ago I made a promise to myself never to watch, read or listen to anything that would bring my spirit down. BUT, on the other hand Jesus’ life and death are quite an inspiring and the movie reminds us Christians of the things we believe in and gives us hope.
Inside my heart I really want to see the movie not only because of the story but because of the quality of the production. I think I’m just afraid of feeling guilty because of my religious background… guilty when I see what Jesus went through for those of us who believe in Him and how humanity pays for it.