I shouldn't be talking about this too much afraid of jinxing it, but that would be a great lack of faith and I'm sure no matter how much I talk about it or not, this will happen. I'm going back to Canada, yes I freaking am! Don't know exactly when, but all signs point to October because from the very first moment I made the decision to go back (like two or three months ago), October has been in my mind. Probably thinking about the weather and giving myself time to organize everything here before I leave.
Anyway, I've been offered ...
Today would've been my wedding anniversary. Some would think that while I'm writing this post, some tears are flowing from my eyes. But no, I am feeling fine. I teared up quite a lot yesterday writing a long letter for him (that I'm not going to send, it was more for cathartic purposes), but somehow today seems to be one of those good days. OK, there's a little bit of sadness, but it could be much worse. So I guess I have to thank God that I woke up this morning, looked throught the window and the sun was shinning.
My ...
I swear I posted something here on the 17th and it's gone. Database hiccups, I guess. Anyway... I just felt like sharing a song. More news at 11!
Collide - Howie Day
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah
But I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find, you and I collide
I'm quiet, you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your ...