When I started weblogging again I didn’t want this to become a “whaa whaa” place where all I could post about was my crappy feelings. But it turns out I only feel like writing when I’m feeling kind of down, so here it goes… On the rollercoaster again! I think I have too many tickets in my hand right now and no one to come and play with me. But it’ll pass.
The good thing is, that I finally had the courage to ask for a day off today, instead of playing superwoman after working like a mule for 5 months without complaining. It was doing this or breaking down and I don’t want that to happen. Just being at home for a day (or more if needed, I was told) without having to worry about giving my 100% is helping a lot. It is 12:15 now, I haven’t taken a shower and bed’s not made yet, but I’ll take care of it in a few.
So, it’s OK to feel like caca sometimes. Let’s just hope it’ll go away soon!