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August 2005

• 08.30.05
  Not breaking down! Life | (2)

  When I started weblogging again I didn't want this to become a "whaa whaa" place where all I could post about was my crappy feelings. But it turns out I only feel like writing when I'm feeling kind of down, so here it goes... On the rollercoaster again! I think I have too many tickets in my hand right now and no one to come and play with me. But it'll pass. The good thing is, that I finally had the courage to ask for a day off today, instead of playing superwoman after working like a mule for 5 ...
• 08.19.05
  First attempt of a poem Thoughts | (2)

  Hmmm! I never wrote a poem in English before, but I was just thinking and thinking this morning and this is what came out of my heart. I wish I could hate you I wish I could hate you I wish I could I wish it wouldn't hurt when I think of you. You shattered my dreams you closed the light of my heart you broke me into little pieces that I'm now putting back together. I wish I could hate you but all I have is tears and this void in my heart because I loved you so. But there's no love left you took it all away and that empty space hurts, it hurts ...
• 08.15.05
  Reminder to Myself Media | (0)

  Love is long suffering, love is kind, it is not jealous, love does not boast, it is not inflated. It is not discourteous, it is not selfish, it is not irritable, it does not enumerate the evil. It does not rejoice over the wrong, but rejoices in the truth. It covers all things, it has faith for all things, it hopes in all things, it endures in all things.
• 08.15.05
  Little steps, big steps Life, Thoughts | (0)

  The down mood hasn't left for good yet, but I'm getting there. I guess it's normal to be stressed about all the upcoming changes. Believe me, they aren't little changes, they're huge, miles away huge. But decisions have been made, it's time to assume them, it's time to grow up and it's time to start acting, so today I took another little step on my way forward. Could be little for some and maybe for me, but I sat down, put my CV in French together and mailed to someone who can help me find a job before I go ...
• 08.14.05
  Le ciel est à moi Media | (1)

  Une très belle chanson de Marie-Élaine Thibert qui me fait penser à ma vie et comment j'ai grandi malgré ma tristesse. J'étais sans vie et sans voix Sans espérance et sans joie Presque rendu au bout de mon temps Mais, voici que ce sont ouverts Les grands bras de la lumière Et voilà que je pars vers l'univers Je pars, je pars Je monte, je monte Je vole Le ciel est à moi Je parle aux étoiles Je plane de soleil en soleil Je vole, je vole, Je brille, je brille, Je vis Le ciel est à moi L'infini est bleu Bleu et doux et bon et merveilleux! J'étais sans vie et sans voix L'âme pleine de "pourquoi" Perdu dans les ...

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