*Shakes head in disbelief* I used to be so good at this puter stuff. People came to me with the puter questions. I was the geek wannabe. Now I know crap about it, I can’t even figure out how to configure a pop-up blocker! Well, that’s because IE is evil, of course (Viva Mozilla!). I’ve been away from the tech world for too long and I feel this huge need to walk the path again. Soon, very soon! It pains me like heck not to be able to even redesign my weblog. Me! Using WordPress templates! Me! The Photoshop junkie! So sad… Patience, little grasshoper, you’re getting there.

Have you ever felt like you’re being a total immature ass, but you enjoy it anyway? Well, I think I’m graduating from the “Being an Ass School” today and I’m having way too much fun, so it’s hard to quit it. Sometimes the halo just slips, can’t help it. Hah! If it’s just for fun, it can’t be THAT bad.

Stop being so hard on yourself, girl. Really! Yes, you have been procrastinating quite a lot these days, but hey… Didn’t you manage to sort your clothes out today? That’s a great start! Now you know what you’re bringing with you to Canada and that’s quite the accomplishment, for a woman, right? LOL. Now, keep on taking it one day at a time. There’s plenty of time to get the other things organized. Remember, drawer by drawer, out with the junk, in with what’s necessary. Do NOT panic, do NOT freak out. Especially do NOT freak out about suitcase space, it has fit before, it will fit now. Easy, easy. It’s gonna be just fine.

Yours truly,
Your Alter-Ego

[bitter bitch rant]

So, I’m listening to Marc Anthony’s “Tu Amor Me Hace Bien“. Very nice song, about all the good things you can feel because someone loves you. I kinda realize that sometimes love isn’t that good and it can hurt you big time, so when it isn’t good… Run the hell away from it!

[/bitter bitch rant]

Back to your normal schedule. STOP PROCRASTINATING, BEA!

Special hello for my favourite Volvo Mom! Hiya girl… I’m glad we’re in touch again!

Does anyone out there know if I can get an IP address from an e-mail sent to my Yahoo! account? I checked the message header, but I can’t see anything “interesting” on that department. Help? I used to be so good at this, now I don’t know right from wrong, dang!

Why do some individuals think they have the right to mess up with other people’s hearts just because they don’t know what the f* they want? They say the road to hell is paved with good intentions, but I wish I didn’t have to deal with certain issues sometimes. What makes people do what they do sometimes? What moves them? I wish I could read minds, so I don’t have to wonder so much about everything. But oh well… Some things are better left ignored, even if it hurts like a bitch. It’s all for the best in the end, all for the best. Sometimes things should be faced with courage as we look for closure.

This has been a hell of a day. Way too many weird things happening. I just have to remind myself of this one every time I feel like making the same mistakes again.

I seem to have this really bad addiction to Reggaeton lately. When I came back to Colombia in November I listened to it and went “Ewww! What’s that?” — Well, Mademoiselle Bea listens to it all day long now these days. I think I’m gonna stock up on good Reggaeton before I leave. Now let me go back to Daddy Yankee, heh!