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November 2005

• 11.29.05
  Written in paper Thoughts | (3)

  I wrote this earlier on a dirty piece of paper, now I'm just typing it. It's 9:20 p.m. and I'm at this dinner near the bus station, having a coffee and waiting for my "carriage" to take me home after very long day... My first day of work! Yes, I've got a job now, I have a lot of things to learn, but I'm willing to give more than my very best to keep it going. It's going to be tough when school starts, but this is what I needed to do: fight, struggle, be strong, give myself the chance ...
• 11.28.05
  In just 40 days… Thoughts | (3)

  In just 40 days I stopped being afraid of life, I came back to my adopted country all by myself, I got accepted in school to finish my B.Sc., I found myself a lawyer to help me get some justice done, and today I was informed that I've got a job. All in 40 days. No one can say I'm not moving on. In fact I'm moving on so fast I feel like I'm driving a fricken F1 car. But I'm happy, so happy and thankful with God. My life is getting better, I didn't break like my EX ...
• 11.27.05
  Shaking off the fleas Life | (0)

  So... hmmm... Yes, I think I still have a few tickets left for the rollercoaster of my life. Not fun, but it happens. It isn't easy to go through all this and I need to give myself some credit for being where I am and doing what I'm doing. I can't let this crappy mood go on (last night was just awful... puffy eyes included this morning), I need to shake off the fleas, wake the hell up and continue being the courageous woman people say I am because that's what I show and that's what I am. These past ...
• 11.27.05
  Durmiendo Con La Luna Media | (0)

  Aquí estoy Entre el amor y el olvido Entre recuerdos y el frío Entre el silencio y tu voz Aquí estoy Viendo pasar los segundos Viendo pasar los minutos Viendo pasar el amor Aquí estoy Con la sonrisa fingida Que me dejó tu partida Como un verano sin sol Aquí estoy Sin la mitad de mi vida Un callejón sin salida Viendo la vida pasar Aquí estoy Cantándole a la fortuna Soñando con tu cintura Con lo que nunca será Aquí estoy Enredado con la duda Durmiéndome con la luna Despertando con el sol Aquí estoy Curándome las heridas Durmiéndome con la luna Despertando con el sol
• 11.25.05
  Holidays 2005-2006 Thoughts | (2)

  I have enough American friends to feel that I kinda celebrated Thanksgiving yesterday. All the turkey talk made me feel as if I were the one stuffing on food at by the end of the day I was rather sick, ha ha! No, serioulsy... Yesterday was weird. I belong to a Divorce Support group on line and there was foul mood around, people feeling lonely, some going through their first holidays alone, very sad. It made me think what my holidays are going to be like this year now that I've decided to be all by myself in Canada. Sure, ...

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