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September 2006

• 09.30.06
  Jeux de mots Thoughts | (0)

  Ayoye ! Je n'aime pas ça quand j'ai le coeur dans la bouche et je finis toujours pour dire des mots de plus. Et puis, il y a des gens qui posent des questions dont ils ont déjà la réponse, alors... pourquoi demander ? C'est ça mon problème, très honnête, très ouverte et avec un coeur qui batte à 800 révolutions par minute. C'est comme si je veux être écoutée et je cherche les moyens pour le faire. Je joue l'innocente et j'attends la réaction. C'est vraiment amusant. Et après j'entends les conseils et les suggestions de ne pas me ...
• 09.29.06
  Craptastic Night Thoughts | (2)

  For the past year I've tried to do nothing but make wise decisions. I've taken risks, I've faced my fears, I've looked for opportunities to grow up and become a better person. I say my painful moments are harder to deal with now than they were before, probably because my already soft heart softened even more after getting broken and I haven't fully recovered. I know the day will come when I can look at what happened to me and not feel so much pain, it's already happening. But some days... some days it feels like nothing has changed. I haven't ...
• 09.28.06
  Roam (Lijie) Media | (0)

  We always sit and talk about the weather And after all these letters well there’s nothing left to say And you and I we’re both two of a kind We’re always wondering why Something more hasn’t come our way But I refuse to believe This is the only life for me So I roam These open roads The nights are bitter And the days are cold So I roam These open roads In search of better In search of home You seem surprised I see it in your eyes But I can’t lie This was never what I had in mind And walking this line pretending everything’s fine Well this isn’t living it’s just getting by And I maybe naïve But ...
• 09.27.06
  Catching up Thoughts | (0)

  I just had a long overdue talk with my mom on the phone. I had been avoiding calling her because distance makes it difficult for both of us when I'm not doing well. My mother is a person of faith and she usually doesn't freak out too much when I tell her I'm sad, but I feel kind of guilty when I hang up and I know she's left in knots, no matter how much I reassure her that I'm okay after I talk to her. Her words always make me feel better, she puts things in perspective for me ...
• 09.26.06
  Sad, but hilarious Life | (0)

  I come home, get online and one of my best friends messages me right away. I'm in a weird state of extreme anger, so I get off like a loaded gun and start telling her everything I have on my mind. I'm sure I'm scaring the bejesus out of her with my "I'm not eating, hardly sleeping and smoking like a whore in jail." -- Then I proceed to tell her the source of my frustration and she tries to be understanding, but she makes me laugh telling me I totally lost my marbles, so she's gonna pick them up. She ...

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