First attempt of a poem

Hmmm! I never wrote a poem in English before, but I was just thinking and thinking this morning and this is what came out of my heart.

I wish I could hate you

I wish I could hate you
I wish I could
I wish it wouldn’t hurt
when I think of you.
You shattered my dreams
you closed the light of my heart
you broke me into little pieces
that I’m now putting back together.
I wish I could hate you
but all I have is tears
and this void in my heart
because I loved you so.
But there’s no love left
you took it all away
and that empty space hurts,
it hurts like a millions knives
slicing my soul in two:
what I gave to you
what I kept for me.
I wish I could hate you
but I really can’t.
This pain, oh this pain
it will go away, I know, some day
Do I love you?
Do I miss you?
I can’t really say.
All the feelings I had for you
disappeared, vanished,
hidden under the fog of my tears
of all my sorrow
No love left, just tears
I wish I could hate you
I wish I could hate you
I wish I could hate you
But you don’t deserve it
not even that.
I just want to forget
I just want to erase your memories
just like you erased me from your life.

I am so sorry that you are going through this, but this is a good outlet… it will not fix the way you feel but it will open up a door that you can eventually walk through. Time is the only answer to everything, sadly a lot of things will be left unexplained… just remember that you are only responsible for your own actions.

*hugs*