About Bea

35 years young, happily married, owned by two cats, Colombian since 1974, Canadian since 2004, U.S. resident (Greater Chicago Area) since 2007, blogger since 2001.

Early Summer Update

I really have no idea if anyone reads this blog anymore. I have been blogging for so long (10 years) I think it would be a waste of time and cyberspace to just delete it; so I keep it like a bad habit. And since my last update is from May and my friend Aaron asked for one, this is pretty much what I’ve been up to:

  • Went through two rounds of fertility treatment and they didn’t work. Skipped this month and will restart probably in July. I’m not upset and I don’t plan to give up. My whole issue with fertility treatments is their cost. So I know I’ll have a limit and adoption does sound like a beautiful thing.
  • Last week I attended my second Roche Social Media Summit in San Diego, CA. I posted all about it on my diabetes blog if you are interested. My diabetes online community keeps me busy and inspired. I’m planning to start a podcast about diabetes in Spanish to reach a broader audience. Hopefully I can do a good job just like DSMA.
  • John got a new job here in Chicago. He’s happy, nervous, excited. I never doubt he can do anything he wants to do, and when he told me he was ready to do something else I told him to go for it. I’m proud of my husband! He’s so smart… and so cute. Love you!
  • The husband’s having a new job means he needs to use some of his vacation time. So we’re heading to Tampa this weekend to spend the 4th with friends. I’m making sure to pack a SPF 70 lotion and reduce my whining to its minimum because I HATE humidity. It should be fun!
  • I still play World of Warcraft and there is a new patch out. But I decided to flee my PvP (player vs. player) server because I got tired of getting ganked (killed) by horde while trying to do the new quests. So now I’m happy leveling a shaman in a server where I don’t have to run away from the opposite faction. But my main toon, Trizilla, has just reached 9000 achievement points! Yes, I’m a geek.
  • That’s pretty much it for now. Say hello, let me know you’re reading. :)

    Keeping it Real, Making it Happen

    Another year, another Social Media Summit organized by Roche. I was honored to be amongst the guests for a 2nd year and this time the experience was even better for me (not to mention I got to go to San Diego, which is beautiful and I want to visit again!). Not only because it was great to know that the diabetes social media community is making things happen, but because I was able to open up, get to know people better and even share more out of my comfort zone. Bear with me. This post will be all over the place, but I’m trying to recap as much as possible. Going through my twitter posts and making sense of all the hash tags.

    Dan Kane from Roche made something very clear when we asked why we were there. Roche (and hopefully other companies) want to get to know us better so they can become better at what they do. And I think it’s wonderful that they’re turning to the real people, their customers, to know what we need and how we perceive them. We’re a tough crowd, I give you that, but that’s what I loved about the summit. We are not afraid to speak our minds, we demand answers, we demand actions (some way better than me because I tend to be a wallflower). And it’s working. It was amazing to hear about the results of the Big Blue Test campaign (2,000 children received the insulin they needed!), the efforts to help people in disaster areas like Missouri and Alabama and how Roche is making its products more accessible to people despite a low income.

    We are not interested in hearing the facts about diabetes. We have years of experience and the marks on our fingers to prove it. So when the International Diabetes Federation speaker started presenting those facts, we weren’t that interested. What we wanted to know is what IDF is doing to help fight diabetes. Slowly but surely we got there, and I was grateful to hear about the Life for a Child program. I remember last year when I asked David Edelman and Manny Hernandez how we could help children in developing countries get the insulin they need. And now I see this happening, the IDF making it happen, and our social media community sharing it with results. And to hear IDF’s president, Mr. Jean Claude Mbanya, talk passionately about this cause inspired me even more to do something about it so you’ll be hearing a lot from me. There is no reason and no justice in the fact that there is more than enough insulin in the world, yet it’s not accessible to people in developing countries. “Accidents of geography and history determine who lives and dies of diabetes.” That doesn’t seem right at all.

    Then there was Jeffrey Brewer, CEO of the JDRF. It is refreshing to listen to engaged people who really care about the diabetes cause and work hard toward it. People kept asking me if I was interested in what he had to say since I have type 2 diabetes and the JDRF is basically all about type 1. My answer was a big YES. I was very impressed and inspired by Mr. Brewer. I believe he’s a great worker and advocate, and he put the facts simple and clear. It is important for me to understand all types of diabetes and what different organizations are doing to fight the condition. If I want to advocate and help, I need to be informed. His speech was motivating, he wants results and he’s working on getting them. Because, when it comes to a cure, “It’s not about when it happens for a mouse. It’s about when it’s available to people in their doctor’s offices.”

    And Dr. William Polonsky… that was a tough one! Many people seem to ignore that diabetes has a very strong emotional component. This is a chronic disease, the toll is heavy, the level of frustration insane. Mix that with other things like depression and you have a cocktail bomb ready to explode at any time. So it was all about taking a break from diabetes, a mini-vacation of sorts, but doing it smartly. The concept was easy to grab, now the practice is another thing. I started to hear all these stories about how people cope with diabetes and I knew I was going to end up crying. But then there are people like Sara who point an imaginary gun at you and make you talk… so I did. Way out of my comfort zone. I dislike public speaking, especially when it involves showing my vulnerabilities to a room full of people. But it was liberating and it helped me understand that I don’t need to carry the weight of the world on my shoulders. SO THANK YOU, SARA!

    The sessions within the group were interesting. Four different topics, lots of discussion, lots of ideas. The main thing was about taking the O out of DOC and working on communities offline. From making information easier to find to working directly with our doctors and CDEs to reach a broader audience. Unfortunately there wasn’t much time to put it all together, but I’m counting on Todd Siesky’s report so I can leech of it and share more with my readers.

    I don’t know what else is there to say. I could continue writing and writing… But I’m sure I’ll be posting about more specific topics as they pop out of my head. What an enriching experience this was. But most important, what an amazing group of human beings!

    10 Things I Hate

    Diabetes Blog Week – 10 Things I Hate About Diabetes

    1. Feeling  bad after eating something yummy. My brother says “If it tastes good, spit it out because it’s bad for you.”

    2. The look some people give me and how guilty I feel for being overweight and diabetic.

    3. The fact that I’ve gotten used to hyperglycemia, so sometimes I don’t notice it.

    4. How there isn’t a quick fix for a high blood glucose level.

    5. Feeling like just another number to my endocrinologist, even if he’s nice.

    6. Being so scared of getting pregnant because I don’t want to hurt my baby.

    7. My husband’s concern because he doesn’t want to lose me.

    8. How little energy I have sometimes.

    9. Having to deal with my depression and how it affects my diabetes.

    10. Using diabetes as an excuse not to live life to the fullest.

    Are You Trying to Kill Me?

    Diabetes Blog Week – Diabetes Bloopers

    I was trying really hard to think about something funny/weird that has happened to me with my diabetes and I couldn’t come up with anything until I remembered  this gem:

    One day I was testing and my husband approached me with curiosity and said “I wonder how my blood sugar is. Can you test me?” – I’m always willing to indulge people’s masochistic fantasies of being poked with a lancet, so I agreed. After all, he’s a big boy, he could handle it… or so I thought.

    My lancet device is set at 3. For some reason, he started playing with it and I didn’t notice. So I proceeded to stick his finger and he screamed banshee. I thought he was being a big baby and he told me “How can you do that to yourself every day? It’s horrible!” I was unable to understand what the big deal was because it really doesn’t hurt that much.

    After further investigation, I discovered the lancet device was set on 9. Yes, 9! No wonder. I think I pierced even his soul. His blood sugar was normal, and I don’t think he will request another test for a while.

    A Letter to Little Bea

    Diabetes Blog Week – Letter Writing Day

    Dear Little Bea,

    You have a personal hero, your dad. He’s your whole world and the person you look up to the most. He loves you dearly, you are his princess. He will be there for you every step of the way and you can rest assured he will never disappoint you. You have a treasure… you better appreciate him! Because one day Diabetes will take him away from you, and your heart will be forever broken, but his death will be your motivation to create awareness about this condition and be passionate about it. And you will be somehow thankful that you got to learn about it since you were a little kid, because when the time comes for you to face it, you will know much more than you think.

    No, I don’t want to scare you. I just want to give you a little heads up. Diabetes is quite complicated, but it has been a blessing in disguise for us. We have gotten to meet wonderful people and to learn many things. The best part is that we’re not alone and life has been fun despite its many challenges. We’re happily married to the most amazing man in the world (I know you’re a romantic!) and he understands what this Diabetes thing is about. He will drive you crazy at times, but you’ll love him even more for that.

    There are many challenges ahead, but your life will be great. You’re a smart, compassionate, sweet person. You will feel like beating yourself up at times, but don’t get discouraged. Give credit to yourself for your efforts and don’t forget you’re human. Diabetes won’t defeat you.

    Love,
    Big Bea