I just received a call from my lawyer, to ask me for a few papers I hope will be the last I have to bring in order to have all this divorce drama finalized. I’m fedup, it’s been too long since all this started and it’s about darn time this chapter is closed, so I can start a new one. I’ve always said the day I get informed I’m divorced I would feel sad, but right now I feel I’m just gonna jump in relief. It will feel like the end of a very painful road that I didn’t choose to walk, that I was forced to walk.

It kinda sucks that once the emotional part is almost completely dealed with, there are still legal issues hanging around. While I realize it was me the one who slowed down the process, looking to exert my rights, I didn’t have any options, I was stabbed in the back and I reacted. Then I decided I wasn’t going to sell my peace of mind and wanted it final ASAP. The wound is healing, there is a scar and fears that developped from all that happened, but it’s normal. Divorce is no joke, it hurts greatly, but guess what? One makes it through.

Yeah, I’m waiting to exhale.