The down mood hasn’t left for good yet, but I’m getting there. I guess it’s normal to be stressed about all the upcoming changes. Believe me, they aren’t little changes, they’re huge, miles away huge. But decisions have been made, it’s time to assume them, it’s time to grow up and it’s time to start acting, so today I took another little step on my way forward.

Could be little for some and maybe for me, but I sat down, put my CV in French together and mailed to someone who can help me find a job before I go to Canada. If it doesn’t work, it’s still OK, I’m still going, I’m going to fight, I’m going to struggle and I’m going to make someone out of myself. Having to do all this alone is not very nice, but no one will live my life for me and I’m not going to be totally alone anyway. There are people around me, here and there. I guess I’m just talking about that special someone, but I know it’ll come along and if it doesn’t, I know I’ll be OK de toute façon!