When I started weblogging again I didn’t want this to become a “whaa whaa” place where all I could post about was my crappy feelings. But it turns out I only feel like writing when I’m feeling kind of down, so here it goes… On the rollercoaster again! I think I have too many tickets in my hand right now and no one to come and play with me. But it’ll pass.
The good thing is, that I finally had the courage to ask for a day off today, instead of playing superwoman after working like a mule for 5 months without complaining. It was doing this or breaking down and I don’t want that to happen. Just being at home for a day (or more if needed, I was told) without having to worry about giving my 100% is helping a lot. It is 12:15 now, I haven’t taken a shower and bed’s not made yet, but I’ll take care of it in a few.
So, it’s OK to feel like caca sometimes. Let’s just hope it’ll go away soon!
Don’t appologize about what you blog or not, just do it… my blog has gone through so many changes and hey this is your place, do as you please :) thinks will get better I promise.
Wow! Props to you for not missing any time for 5 months! That’s incredible. I’m glad that you are off and relaxing…skip making the bed-one day won’t hurt you! Just relax!