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I shouldn’t be talking about this too much afraid of jinxing it, but that would be a great lack of faith and I’m sure no matter how much I talk about it or not, this will happen. I’m going back to Canada, yes I freaking am! Don’t know exactly when, but all signs point to October because from the very first moment I made the decision to go back (like two or three months ago), October has been in my mind. Probably thinking about the weather and giving myself time to organize everything here before I leave.
Anyway, I’ve been offered a place to stay for as long as I need it at my friend’s mother’s place. She called me yesterday to tell me I can go to the city where she lives, she gave me contact info for someone who can help me find a job and even mentioned the good possibilities I have to go back to school. It all sounds wonderful and I know it’s going to be wonderful. Easy? No, definitely not easy. I’ll go back alone, in totally different situation, I’ll have to struggle, I’ll be away from my family, but I’m going to be in my country of adoption, a place where I was really happy and a place where I know I’ll grow as person and I will learn what I’m really made of.
I’m just hopeful. I can feel God’s kindness in my life and I’m glad my faith has done nothing, but getting stronger and stronger every day. Now, you can say a prayer for me, too, so things will go well. I know they will, I have an amazing group of people around me and I’m growing stronger every day, I feel I can do this, I want to do this! And I won’t be alone… I know I won’t.
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